Deep in the Blue

I’m nowhere near happy.
I let the sorrow drown me.
I dive into it desperately.
Seeking answers to my lonely plea.

I float into the nothingness.
Day by day, my drive to swim is less.
I used to be eager, thus careless.
I choke as I try to breathe within the mess.

I struggle to make sense.
Still trying to find my significance.
A huge boulder tied around my feet.
Pulling me deeper to defeat.